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Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Chapter24;Confessions

Currently im thinking of him<3
This something describe what im thinking exactly bout him
These are some lines from twilight that really describe him at most of him<3
This is how BELLA describe Edward ;
and what him<3 really make of.xP
but as I know his not vampire* hahaha
HIS OBVIOUSLY A HUMAN



Edward in the sunlight was shocking . I couldn't get used to it , though I'd been staring at him all afternoon.His skin, white despair the faint flush form yesterday's hunting trip , literally sparkled, like thousands of tiny diamonds, were embedded in the surface. He lay perfectly still in the grass , his shirt open over his sculpted, incadescent chest, his scintillating arms bare. His glistening pale lavender lids were shut,though of course he din't sleep.

A perfect statue. Craved in some unknown stone, smooth like marble,glittering like crystal.
His angel's face was only few inches from mine. I might have- should have-flinched away from his unexpected closeness, but I was unable to move.His gold eyes mesmerized me



<3 him
the love of her life ;
Adrenline pulsed through my veins as the realization of danger slowly sank in.
his my prince to my fairy takes
When he hold me ; I shivered, as I heard him catch his breath .
His hands din't pause as they softly moved to my shoulders; and ther i know he will always be with me
At that time; i wish it was forever .
When i was with him ;

blood boiled under my skin, burned in my lips. My breath came in a wild gasp. My fingers knotted in his hair clutching him to me .










You're intoxicated be my very presence


prince, hold me very close to you;


as you promised you'll never leave


and eternity as what we both wish for




Monday, October 26, 2009

Chapter23; Dreams

Your heart bleeds for one person, you yearn for their heart's embrace and to feel them love you as you love them. You may keep it hidden to protect yourself from harm but the need for them never lessens only grows with every glance and touch. Yu know love and feel it for them, but you torment yourself refusing to let it go so you suffer in silence because how could you ever deny yourself the way your heart flutters when you look at them. They say unrequainted love is life's greatest sorrow if you can't let it go then keeping hoping that one day they'll look at you differently and return your love.












this what i got for some weird lol.. quiz from fb! xP












i already had whole hectic days ;
when i went back home i saw that particular keychain ;
kinda attract my brains to stare at it
when i first saw it ; it kinds of fascinate me
its a gift; simple but alot meaning
besides staring at the keychain;
i tried to sleep since last few days i couldn't catch any nice sleep
oh ! one thing im kinda grateful right now ~
maid coming back ~
thank GOD ! i actually survived !
evening when to dobi ;
and i lost rm200
i wanted to donate rm150 to the temple
now i lose it ; so im gonna find a way out luh !
new phone .w705! ish all no more
okay ! noon consider bad luck
night ; flying to the beach i supposed
my only emo place
his my prince

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Chapter22; him ♥ my dreams

she dreamt bout him again

quotes from twilight ;
Bella: You gotta give me some answers.
Edward: Mmm.. yes, no, to get to the other side, uh.. 1.77245
Bella: I don't wanna know what the square root of pi is.
Edward: You knew that?

Edward: I feel very protective of you

Edward: I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore.
Bella: Then don't.

Bella: You're impossibly fast.. and strong. Your skin is pale white and ice cold. Your eyes change color, and sometimes you speak like..like, you're from different time. You never eat or drink anything. You don't go out in the sunlight. How old are you?
Edward: 17.
Bella: How long have you been 17?
Edward: Awhile.
Bella:I know what you are.
Edward: Say it. Out loud. Say it.
Bella: Vampire.
Edward: Are you afraid?
Bella: No.
Edward: Then ask me the most basic question. What do we eat?
Bella: You won't hurt me.

Edward: You're like my own personal brand of heroin

Edward: I can't read your mind. You have to tell me what you're thinking.
Bella: Now I'm afraid.
Edward: Good.
Bella: I'm not afraid of you. I'm only afraid of losing you. I feel like you're gonna disappear

Edward: So the lion fell in love with the lamb?
Bella: What a stupid lamb.
Edward: What a sick, masochistic lion.

Bella (narrating): About three things I was absolutely positive.
First, Edward was a vampire.
Second, there was a part of him, and I didn't know how dominant that part might be, that thirsted for my blood.
And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.

edward: You better hold on tight, spider monkey.

Edward: Do you trust me? Bella: In theory.

Bella: How did you get in here?
Edward: The window.
Bella: Do you do that a lot?
Edward: Just the past couple of months. I like watching you sleep. It's umm.. it's kinda fascinating to me. Um..Now I just wanna try one thing.. just stay very still. Don't move.

Bella: Oh God, if anything.. if anything happens (to you?), I swear to God..
Edward: Nothing's gonna happen. There's seven of us and there's two of them. And when everything's done I'm gonna come back and get you.
Bella: Yeah.
Edward: Bella, you are my life now.

Bella (narrating): I've never given much thought to how I would die. But dying in the place of someone I love seems like a good way to go. I can't bring myself to regret the decisions that brought me face to face with death. They also brought me to Edward.

Edward: I leave you alone for two minutes and the wolves descend.

Bella (narrating): No one will surrender tonight. But I won't give in. I know what I want.



everything seems to possible when you're close to me
remember? you told me you'll never leave
his my prince to my diary

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Chapter21 ;Revelation





trying to be positive of something ;





ignoring everything that exists ;
loneliness kill people ;
its just a matter of time when you'll get use to it
alot of thing ;
she's trying to be postive


she loves him ; as always



















Friday, October 23, 2009

Chapter21;♥Breaking Dawn

i guess its a never ending story

this whole week was a mess


hectic week and miserable
past two weeks
complete undeniable
mess up

she's wondering what is she good in?
pretending that everything will be okay?
guess what?
she'll pretend for the sake of his comfort zone

lately ; friends do have trouble
mostly over the most silly things
that girl avoided all of them
SO! IS HER FAULT
everytime say sorry
sorry doesn't sound sincere anymore



romeo ;take me where i belong


Chapter20; <3 hearts him

she hearts him forever;


The greatest healing therapy is friendship and love'- Hubert Horatio Humphrey


his is her special one ;]
she mean it
she really wanna spend the whole life loving him ;]
because his is her prince
her soul mate




* dance with me through the moonlight ; tell me how much you love me

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Chapter19 ; FCUK!




SEE THIS THE FUCKING WHOLE POINT IM WRITING FCUK AS MY BLOGPOST!

3.35Pm
I broke my own promise again.
Dis time its i msg'ed him but he din't reply .
Nevermind, Macam friends ....
SHyt! i have this miserable feeling for two weeks de.. since dat fcuking trials start.

See!RULES ARE MEANT TO BE OBEY !
BUT FOR ME BROKEN SEEMS TO BE CORRECT
next time i must really makesure that NO ONE will influence me.
okay... I really can't concentrate studying anything i do .
But will freeking stare ad phone for no reasons .
x tau wan siapa msg me pun!



RULES ARE EXCEPTIONAL FOR ME


its just for me ; maybe not whoever but ME !


when i writing this ;


my hands are trembling . heart insecure. mind wandering!


good combo?


see i still can't face him for another huge and big reason.




oh ..piano ; cure my heart


even i play my favourite songs , still got mistakes here


and there


i cant even perfect that sonatina i always play


i had been playing for 3 years


and i even got the highest award for this song.


maybe something wrong with my mood .


its been worst since last two weeks but recently worst still


sleepless night ; lol


put some nice pictures so noneed to see my english macam kns .









♫is he a stranger? why does our distances seems to be futher apart.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Chapter18; Run

;[
today i felt so hopeless
yahhh! i felt dissapointed today
i still don't get it why is he indirectly affecting me?
im so tired ; restless
i found one song that suit my emotions

this song is run; leona lewis

I'll sing it once for you;
Then we really have to go;
you've been the only thing right
in all i've done

And i can barely look at you
But everytime single I do
I know We''ll make it anywhere
away from here

Light up,light up
as if you have a choice
even if you cannot hear my voice
i'll be right here bside you ,dear

Louder.louder
and we'll run for our lives
i can hardly speak,I understand
why you can't raise your voice and say

i think i might not see those eyes
make it so hard to cry
and as we say our long goodbye
i nearly do

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Chapter17 ;INSECURITY

is INSECURITY ;
she don't know how to explain this term ;
forgive her

darn! i argue with him again
over the silly-iest thing...
wth! im angry over the worst reason of all
his busy having trials
yet! i'm so bored
I seriously maybe not knowing what i did but is already past

last msg he sent;
20oct2009 2.56pm
Zz... im seriously sry

To realize the value of ONE YEAR
ask a student who failed his or her AP exam
To realize the value of One Month
ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby
To realize the value of ONE WEEK
ask an editor of a weekly magazine
To realize ONE DAY
ask a daily wage laborer who has six kids to feed
To realize the value of ONE HOUR
ask the lovers who are waiting to meet
To realize the value of ONE MINUTE
ask a person who missed their train
To realize the value of ONE SECOND
ask a person who survived an accident
To realize the value of ONE MILISECOND
ask the person who won a silver medal in olympics

Monday, October 19, 2009

Chapter 16;summer love ;]

i am missing you ;]
as always and always be

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Chapter16; ★Tiefstand meines Herzens


nowadays everything so different ;
feelings; are like fireworks
anytime;
explode

There are questions below answer it from your heart
1. What do girls really want beside money?
2.What do you really understand her?
3. Would you want to spend your whole life loving her; protecting her?
4. Would you cherish your moments with her without regret?
5. Would you defend her no matter what circumstances it takes?
6.Would you promise not make her cry ; not even a drop of tears ?
7. Would you run a thousand miles just to make her yours?

After finish answering the questions; tell her how much she meant to you
Because if you really do; you'll reflect every lil.single things that both of you share together ;]
Tell her that you still care

Chapter 15 ;★ Dreams

Blogs = Gone for past few months

30/9
Whole noon been sleaping like a pig LOLxP
i already abandon my lunch and Mr. Leow LOL!
Yesterday night i couldn't sleep or nowadays i rarely sleep.
Confession seems to be the most weird .
I couldn't get things rite.
Seriously asking me whether i regret?
Nah ! I don't think so / I mean mostly .

Somebody did confess
I really shocked me .
I kinda look back when I was with him
But couldn't regret or recall most of it [ sorry ]
Im still wandering why does he want to talk bout past?
It took me months to get over it ;
facing you make me stand in the most difficult position
The facts that most things i remember tonight ;
is just gonna make me lie to you that i will NOT remember
Come to forgiving?
I did long time ago.

1/10
2 more days to prom
I mean +1 day...

2/10
When out dinner with Mr.Leow. Lol
I make him wait for me half and hour.
LOL
left my money at home ; drop by bank and withdraw 300
Watched far cry
I don't understand that whole story ...
Tonite gurney so blank ..
HUMANLESS.

4/10
omg ! today prom.!!
afternoon ; netcity PLAYING xdo; skills gone...

5/10
Beatiful night mare. Yesterday, i dreamt bout ama again
This time is kinda worst than usual
is at the motuary and of course old folk home[which ama never go ther b4]
I still remember is 3.35am when i just stare at my phone

Oh.. noon got scolding
Cus i made damien come over.
Aunty got angry suddenly ...
><'' my fault provoke her anger dat day. and dat day we are more speechless that usual .\


12/10




HAPPY BFDAY TO DAMIEN TAN






15/10
ama bfday ...
both AmA!
left one alive.
happyy bfday<3 i cried whole nite through.
and the present i bought i left near but somewhere far from me
tell me ; dat you will give me courage

16/10
today morning i confront him lol;
mr. Leow lol...
nevermind whatever...
i will go off tmo i think most probably