Chapter19 ; FCUK!

SEE THIS THE FUCKING WHOLE POINT IM WRITING FCUK AS MY BLOGPOST!

3.35Pm
I broke my own promise again.
Dis time its i msg'ed him but he din't reply .
Nevermind, Macam friends ....
SHyt! i have this miserable feeling for two weeks de.. since dat fcuking trials start.

See!RULES ARE MEANT TO BE OBEY !
BUT FOR ME BROKEN SEEMS TO BE CORRECT
next time i must really makesure that NO ONE will influence me.
okay... I really can't concentrate studying anything i do .
But will freeking stare ad phone for no reasons .
x tau wan siapa msg me pun!

RULES ARE EXCEPTIONAL FOR ME

its just for me ; maybe not whoever but ME !

when i writing this ;

my hands are trembling . heart insecure. mind wandering!

good combo?

see i still can't face him for another huge and big reason.

oh ..piano ; cure my heart

even i play my favourite songs , still got mistakes here

and there

i cant even perfect that sonatina i always play

i had been playing for 3 years

and i even got the highest award for this song.

maybe something wrong with my mood .

its been worst since last two weeks but recently worst still

sleepless night ; lol

put some nice pictures so noneed to see my english macam kns .

♫is he a stranger? why does our distances seems to be futher apart.