Chapter27; Battle

Look ! our final battle yet to come
Thats SPM!
Lol! I can't wait to get out from SCHOOL ;
waking up everyday at 6.30 am!
How tired !
awww! yeahhh! i do have friends sitting for STPM !
Lets JIA YOU ! don't give up ! since i already did!

Yesterday ; emily said she's heartbroken
Not like anyone of us never been before;
sometime is just you have to walk and accept reality
I belive that she can get something better than him; a jerk?
Is just sometimes people tend to fall in love and forget their self
This is just a part of suffering when you just saw 'him' walking out that door
And never look back
Theres time when turning around seems so late
and lies are worst still when come two person in love
I can just stay there and tell her that ''EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY''
But when come the part MOVING ON is you !
Only YOU can decide!
Being there for someone who needs is what a friend could do
I went through exactly what she felt
But when coming the part not to let go is just ''being stupid''
but TIME HEALS

I told her ;
when he left me ;for some reasons;
he told lies ;
nothing you can do
but just sit down and cry
of how stupid that it happens.
I used to cry ;stuff my self hungry; depression and all sought of negative thing
But for me ;
The part of waking up and knowing the truth is the worst part
Each day till now ; let it be sweet memories istead a waste of life hating somebody for hurting you, since he dare not come and tell you the truth
i never regret knowing him( i wish that i Had; but his just a color in my life)
and i think that she =me
Inequality will separate two person in two different world
He can just walk out of your life like any of your friends will do
but Your FAMILY won't

I found something i used to cried over
and this song wakes my soul each time
and tell me'' is time to wake up from your fairy tales''

Hush hush by PCD

Inever needed you to be strong,

I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs,

I never needed pain,

I never needed strain,

My love for you was strong enough you should have known,

I never needed you for judgments,

I never needed you to question what I spend,

I never asked for help,

I take care of myself,

I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations,

There isn't anything for you to say,

And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,

So look at me, and listen to me..

I don't want to stay another minute

I don't want you to say a single word,

There is no other way,

I get the final say, Because.. I don't want to do this any longer,

I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,

I've already spoken, our love is broken,

I never needed your corrections,

On everything, from how I act, to what I say,

I never needed words,

I never needed hurts,

I never needed you to be there every day,

I'm sorry for the way I let go,

Of everything I wanted when you came along

But I am never beaten, broken, not defeated,

I know that next to you is not where I belong,

And it's a little late for explanations,

There isn't anything that you can do.

See emily this is what i dedicate for you ; cus i know you 'll read my blog xP
SMILE =]
I can tell you ; I'll never leave
you can always count on me xD

ohya!! i think i will end my emo post soon *winks
im changing my blogpost to '' Him and her '' as PRINCE and PRINCESS
Is dedicated to make people happy xP as fairy tales may come truexD

his my prince; to my diary