Chapter14 ; Falling in love

Chapter is about fall in love
She's started a new chapter with him
and she thinks of him
Falling in love =]
Listen to it xD
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I don’t know but

I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

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Chapter13 ; Star falls ★

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When do we see star falls?
It's like never
Do we see moon when rains?
It's like hardly
Where do we go when we need someone ?
Its like ALWAYS the same old place
and is THAT SOMEONE that mould us to be who we are
Are we grateful?
Its like sometimes
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Yesterday
She was made to do everything new in dis world
Yesterday was a main history
Somewhat she wanted it to happen
She spent her night in the concert performing
It was a superb- concert i guess
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Spotlights!!
Come on! Its like so long she never play solo
and was made to yesterday!
She's not well informed
She took 3days to memorize 6pieces of songs with 4 pages long scores
She dint know what is like to actually feel stress
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She hated everything right from the dress she's wearing till make up
and she most probably hate the feeling of spotlight in the concert
It was a bareback-les dress
Black long dress ==!
Dint know what the code of attire for this function
So . is good that they had the attire prepared for her
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During that night she met ;
A guy ; concert master was a french guy
She dint even greet him ; because she couldn't speak french that well anyway
cukupcukup makan weee~
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When for solo; then duet
Never even practiced before
and thanks to Dylan
He made an effort to come and made the arrangement
oh he even gave encouragement
She felt so worry of her performance
and it was not Dylan that made her calm off
It was him★
Every single interval; she msg'ed him
It was close; he was nice=]
She received a bouquet of flowers ;[purple orchids ]
It's something like a mark of respect between her and the concert master
Whole night was fascinating;
many people around the states and foreigners performed
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Fall in love with the harp ;
Harp is an instrument;
that play the melody with plucking the strings
She admired the harpist
Harp ;consists of many octave;
and it is delicate instrument ;
and She finds it Beautiful;quiet and cold
Accompany by orchestra for ballad songs
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The whole concert end with medley
and she won =]
Most promising musician award =]
Never expected *gasp
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poof !
went back =]
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Chapter13; Viva Him★

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你說我對你緊緊跟隨
You say I follow you to closely
你覺得疲憊
and you’re sick of it.
你一句話就
Your words had
逼我撤退
forced me to retreat.
沒想到你說最近選擇
(I) didn’t expected it when you recently said
一個人睡
you want to sleep alone.
我忍住眼淚
I’m holding in my tears.
我尊重眼淚
I’m respecting my tears.
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孤獨萬歲
Viva solitary.
失戀無罪!
Heart break is not a crime!
誰保證一覺醒來有人陪
Who can guarantee to have someone to accompany you right when you wake up.
我對於人性早有預備
i’ve already been prepared for humanity.
還不算太黑
It’s not considered that dark.
獨身萬歲
Viva the single life.
失戀無罪!
Heart break is not a crime!
愛不夠愛你的人才受罪
Not loving the person that loves you enough is the one that suffers.
用過去悲傷換來自由
Use the past and sorrow to exchange freedom.
難道不珍貴
Isn’t that precious.
一個人崩潰
(I’m) crumbling alone,
不是在犯罪
not commiting a crime.
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★she's crying over him★

Chapter 12; Him★

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In school she wrote a letter about him;
she was damn free the whole day ;]
and tmo is MORAL paper ;[
yeee!
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She wrote ;

Him ★
I really don't understand what you're thinking now.
Right now ;] all I want is you to trust me
Give me your heart =]
Trust me with it

Do you know how much you meant to me?
Alot@ @
no VACANCY BUT EMPTINESS WITHOUT YOUR LOVE
★ does he ever notice her?
★she needs him more than he ever know =[

THROUGH THE RAIN =]
it reflects what my feeling currently ;]
something is missing =[
and loneliness killing her
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When you get caught in the rain with no where to run
When you're distraught and in pain without anyone
When you keep cryin out to be saved but nobody comes
And you feel so far away that you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's ok, won't you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own and I know that I'm strong enough
to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith and I live one more day and I make it
through the rain

And if you keep falling down, don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly and
you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own and I know that I'm strong enough
to mend
And every time I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith and I live one more day and I make it
through the rain

And when the wind blows
And shadows grow close
Don't be afraid
There's nothing you can't face
And should they tell you, you'll never pull through

Don't hesitate, stand tall and say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own and I know that I'm strong enough
to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain
And I can make it through the rain and stand up once again
And I live one more day and I, I can make it through the rain
Oh yes you can,
You're gonna make it through the rain

★She's in love with him★

Chapter 13; Independent ★

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she's asking his forgiveness
she feeling so down today
She need him=[
Is he playing her?
If it is ? How long!!
She's tired T.T
she never had fall for a guy so hard ;
But this time is hard yet fast
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Why does she giving herself excuses to BE PATIENCE?
Is her attitude not to be patience with guy!
She's asking why him?!
And she got an answer
★BECAUSE HIS THE GUY SHE WANTED TO BE WITH
★NOW AND FOREVER
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Today morning got a fright of my whole life
I thought is exam
Manatau is =] no EXAM
weee~
TODAY CELEBRATING MERDEKA THINGY AT MY SCHOOL =]
so boring but WE[kat; mumu;adad;titi;leefern;me ] sing OUR HEART OUT
weee~
Pn.Sharifah was our guest of the day
I remembered we [ amee; me and joyce ] used to be in her room
and she will sound like this
'' I tell you so many times ; Why are you so rebellious ? Uphold CGL image ''
'' I wan see three of you to be sucessfull ; and i'm waiting for the good news''
'' I'm sure you will changed; and you will thanked me one fine day ''
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I did thank her =]
She even remember me =]
and she heard teacher's praising me =]
Pn. Latha lolx
★ i changed xD
whole day at school nothing do =] then i go to jie home =]
whole day keluar do research about course
Jie was whining xD
She angryxD
Her sir chia us kfc / and i bought keyboard xD
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★cherry waiting for the ONE AND ONLY director of HER LIFE=]★